Thank you, Munchies! 😁 Starting with two new pairs of jeans that properly fit my fat ass is a good start. 🤣

Hey all. 2023 was pretty bad for me, some big and extremely stressful/scary things happened that kind of mentally shut me down aside from surviving day to day. Those events made my blood pressure skyrocket, blood sugar wonky, and I simultaneously LOST weight. *facepalm*

Things have since calmed down, therapy helped immensely, and I'm still under my doc's watchful eye a little longer. Something about *health*... UGH. 🤣 But I don't LOOK thinner at all, measurements are all pretty much the same. (I'm 5'4" so all weight on/off is usually very apparent.)

So I haven't gained back what I lost, but I put a *few* pounds back on. And by a few I mean literally 3. LOL! I went through stints of immersing myself in the fetish on multiple platforms and apps, and then nothing for a while needing mental healing time. I hope this year treats us all better. 😁

Before the holiday, I split the crotch of a pair of jeans. 😳☺ I crouch to the floor at work a lot. Haha! I bought 2 pairs of jeans pre-covid, and I'm bigger now than when I bought them, but because they're stretchy they never *felt* tight. This past week? Yup, the other pair split, same spot, same action. Thinner material? Too many washes? Denial much? Haha!

But I'm smaller than my heaviest when I wore them the past couple of years. Maybe I had some muscle loss and fat gain? Maybe they just gave up the ghost? I bought 2 new pairs this week, different brands, one and two sizes up. Wow, what a difference. 🤣

A funny little side story... a couple of friend coworkers know I'm happier being bigger. (No fetish stuff.) One day someone brought in boxes of doughnuts to share. I said something about not having enough breakfast that day. Friend of mine stressed the word YOU and not NEED when he said, "It's not like YOU need an excuse!" 🤣🥰

I love being fat. 😁

I have the same problem, but I get 30 or at best, 40 minutes to eat. If I rush I get indigestion or heartburn and it seems like it's never enough. LOL! (I also can't eat while working.) So when I can, I get a "second lunch" drive through after work, and then push dinner a bit later. But it's frustrating when this happens!

I think a lot of us walk this fine line. Fantasy, real life gaining, health, and fantasy again? 😁

I love being in my birthday suit! But in Canada it can get a little ...chilly and I don't always want to crank up the heat. 🤣

Modern fit are more fitted in the arms and chest, and looser in the belly. Classic fit, on me, looks like I'm wearing droopy shoulders and wings past my elbows when I get a big enough size for my fat belly. 😁

You'd also need to find actors willing to gain weight for the role, assuming you have a character with a starting weight and end-of-movie weight.

We've been rewatching Always Sunny and the season where "Mac gets fat" ... fat by Hollywood standards?? He looks SO much better I think but...😏

You'd be running into fat suit usage if you want to show a gain larger than what, 20lbs? 😝

Unless you did a documentary??

This year I've been hovering around XL being a bit loose or almost tight? XXL here I come? 🤣🐖 I love Mark's. I was just there this weekend getting a "modern fit" tshirt, which are SO MUCH BETTER than classic fit - I'm short so classic fit looks like I borrowed my dad's clothes. 😝 That's my go-to store when I want something nice.

In August, I had the BEST stuffing of my life in public at the Fallsview Casino Grand Buffet.

"However, despite increasing prices, controlling waste, attempts to contain costs and re-introducing food offers, we have determined that the business is not sustainable. For this reason, we have had to make the difficult decision to close the Buffet....As we end this chapter of our culinary journey, we are excited to begin a new one with the opening of OVERTIME Sports Lounge, on October 19. We are confident that OVERTIME Sports Lounge will quickly become a fan favourite as we will continue to deliver memorable moments, provide remarkable service, an unforgettable experience, excellent food quality, and of course, an amazing location to watch your favourite game."

I am so sad! I mean, I'm very happy I was able to go and have the best pig out of my life, but I was hoping to go back and live that experience again! The food was so good. I can't imagine loving the sports lounge the same way, but in a Casino with people betting, I get it. Sigh...

I think I need to go eat my feelings now.